Earth Witness Online

If it’s seemed quiet on this site lately, it’s because I’ve been focusing my efforts on a new project: Earth Witness Online, a combined newsletter and podcast that collects my reflections on Buddha Dharma, somatic practice and connection with the living world.

I first began practicing Zen when I was quite young, just 21 years old. Early on I had the opportunity to live and work with Robert Aitken Roshi at his home in Hawaii, and his work and presence continue to be a lasting inspiration. This was also my first entry in serving the Dharma in a professional capacity.

I also trained for many years at the Zen Center of Denver (where I continue to practice today), under first Danan Henry Roshi and then Karin Kempe Roshi. I also served the ZCD for seven years as office manager and resident caretaker, and I was deeply involved with the planning, design and fundraising for the ZCD’s new temple on Columbine Street.

More recently, I spent three years as resident manager and chef for Rocky Mountain Ecodharma Retreat Center, north of Boulder under the Indian Peaks. While the position offered many challenges (namely running a busy retreat center and maintaining a rustic lodge while cooking three meals a day for our guests), it also afforded me numerous opportunities to connect with both the land and with dozens of Dharma teachers. These included teachers such as David Loy, whose work on ecodharma connects Buddhist practice with ecological sustainability and social and political activism, which will be a persistent theme in the podcast.

Friends will know I’ve also had a decades-long interest in yoga, and recently I’ve been digging into Buddhism’s yogic roots, examining the Noble Eightfold Path as an embodied and energetic practice. I have thus embarked on a series of talks titled “Turning the Eight-Limbed Wheel: The Somatic Practice of Buddha Dharma.”

Finally, I will also be periodically posting vegan, vegetarian and gluten-free recipes, both for retreats and at home. While the Dharma posts will be completely open access, the recipes will be available to subscribers only (although they’ll still be free).

This is all at the outset, and the continued development of Earth Witness will depend in some measure on the response. In the meantime, I’ll be offering new posts weekly (more or less) at earthwitness.online. If you’d like to receive the newsletter in your inbox, just click subscribe. You can also follow the podcast on Apple Podcasts or Spotify (links below).

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“All Bodhisattvas” at Core Art Space March 6

“All Bodhisattvas throughout space and time,” chant countless Buddhists around the world, invoking a multitude of awakened beings in past, present and future to help ease the suffering of the world and liberate all beings from delusive ignorance. In my upcoming show “All Bodhisattvas” at Core Art Space March 6 – 22, I draw on millennia of Mahayana Buddhist tradition to present these powerful archetypes with renewed vigor, grace and poise.

My drawings are particularly inspired by Himalayan and Japanese traditions of painting on black backgrounds, making special use of metallic gold pen and pencil on black paper for strikingly rich palettes and contrasts. The figures’ compositions likewise owe much to these traditions, along with nods to Buddhist lineages in Thailand, China and India, the flowing lines of Art Nouveau and the body-punch of Japanese tattoo design. At once lifelike and highly stylized, these figures glare and glide, leap and laugh. Fudo Myoo brandishes his sword and bugs his eyes in challenge; Manjusri bursts from the underbrush on a lion; Kannon surfs serene through the ocean tumult. Together they cry, “Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!”

“All Bodhisattvas” opens in the Annex at Core Art Space Friday, March 6, with an opening reception from 6-9 p.m.

Fiddlywink Sings the Tune

“Fiddlywink Sings the Tune” pops up in Birdy 129, September 2024, with art by Jason White. Maya learns that once you have a neuroport, real and unreal aren’t useful concepts anymore–and Fiddlywink heartily agrees.

She turned again, down the alley, blindly, going anywhere, nowhere. She went three steps and Fiddlywink popped up like a jack-in-the-box, right out of the pavement, and seized her upper arms in his enormous gloved hands, squeezing hard, lifting her into the air. He grinned with carious teeth, grinned wider than anyone could grin. “Rub a dub dub,” he said, “tub full of blood.”

The Familiar

“The Familiar” appears in the February 2024 issue of Birdy Magazine, with art by Jason White (@jason_white_art).

Not until she burned several feathers from the chick did she feel her temples tighten — and tighten, and tighten. The demon’s claws were cutting into her face, its teeth sinking into her forehead. A small cry of surprise escaped her, but she fought it, tried to calm her mind, tried to relax her features against the pain, still keeping her eyes tightly shut.

When she finally saw the visage of Baalephin, it was neither cat nor human, but a verdigris crocodile, its grin all teeth, its eyes red and greedy. What have you brought me?

Spawning Ground

From the December 2023 issue of Birdy Magazine, inspired by art by Roman Makarenko. This is a follow-up to the previous month’s story, “Jailbreak”, following a young Japanese woman who is completely paralyzed (shut-in) following a helicopter accident that killed her parents. With her body immobile, she relies on an AI simulation for interaction, accessed via a neuroport, leading to severe doubts about the nature of reality. (Astute readers will note similarities with my earlier story “Prism and Prison.”)

A swarm of writhing tentacles, obsidian, irregular, saw-edged, exploded out of the fabricator’s shielding, tearing it apart. The tentacles stabbed toward the spiders, which fought, but hopelessly. Whatever they shattered reformed anew, the nanobots magnetically reforming before they each touched the ground to attack anew. It was like fighting a storm of black dust, if dust was stronger than spinning saw blades. There was a reason nanotech fabricators were kept under such close guard.

Jailbreak

From Birdy 119, November 2023:

With the neuroport installed, Nao almost never turned it off. The real world was a prison. In the sim she was free.

Or almost. It only took her a few days to run into the first guardrail. She’d been flirting with a guy from Singapore who insisted he was real, and after a hot makeout session in an Alpine chalet she decided sure, why not. Fifteen months since she’d had sex (well, eighteen, actually) and she was horny.

The AI wouldn’t display Jia Jun’s genitals. When he took off his underwear, there was just … more underwear. “You’re fucking kidding me. Kasuga!”

Hunger Unto Him

“Hunger Unto Him” appears in Birdy 118, from October 2023, with art by Caitlyn Grabenstein. This recipe calls for equal parts McCarthy, Steinbeck and King for a Depression-era feast:

I don’t get where we’re going.
We’re going to Wheeless to see John Hood.
You said that. I just don’t get it.
What don’t you get?
We got twelve dollars between the four of us and a Buick that might or might not make it another hundred miles. But instead of going west like everyone else we’re going north to Wheeless to see some crazy preacher.
Seems like you get it just fine.
Damn it, Dustin, when you’re down to your last dime you spend it on food. You don’t throw it away hoping for a miracle.
You’re wrong. When you’re down to your last dime, hoping for a miracle’s the best you got.

With Every Heart and Spirit True

My short story from the September 2023 issue of Birdy Magazine, with art by Moon_Patrol . It has generous helpings of Power Rangers and ’80s fantasy, while the twist – a inappropriate suggestion from one of the male characters – sends up a notorious scene from Stephen King’s It.

“In shadows deep and light’s embrace,” sang Cassandra.

“We forge a bond, a sacred space,” sang Tom.

“With every heart and spirit true,” sang Phil.

“Our magic makes the world — fuck me!” spat Lys, ducking as a collie-sized spider leapt at her face. Tom took a quick step and smashed the arachnid with his baseball bat.

“Should we retreat?” Phil suggested. “Considering there are about a hundred more of these little buggers, and, you know, that.” He pointed at the eighty-foot tall monstrosity down in the valley, the other-dimensional spider titan Urglash, from whose belly the smaller spiders were dropping like a wave of paratroopers. Fortunately Urglash was too occupied with spitting acid at the U.S. Army’s tanks and helicopters to pay attention to four puny humans. On the other hand, her spiderlings alone seemed more than capable of turning them into human juice boxes.